THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT

 


feeling both very abstract and recondite today....as I search for aphorisms that in the long run will, inevitably, produce a domino effect, since every decision that instigates change creates a butterfly effect that creates alternate futures and may even, through the transmutation of memories, transform both the perceptions of What Might Have Been to the Inexplicable Now, as the towers of constructs collapse with overthought having disassembled the tidy past, toppling pretentious illusions with the rousing of Inertia and indecision.....

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